1. it’s kind of weird how things ended between us. i guess because neither of us actually said we were “done”. but i mean.. after not talking for 4 months it’s pretty clear. deleting you out of my contacts on my cell phone/skype was weird but it felt good. you don’t deserve me and i don’t know why i wasted a year on you. you went from liking me so much to just completely dropping me in a month. i can’t even begin to tell you how many nights i wasted talking to you and or waiting to talk to you. i wonder why you stopped caring about me a lot. i mean iknowthat youre not good for me. but that doesn’t stop me from hurting.
2. it’s like one day you flipped a switch and became a completely different person. you’re not the person that i met 8 months ago. i don’t know who you are. maybe i never really knew who you were to begin with, it could have all been an act. you fooled me so many times, i feel stupid and ignorant for ignoring all of the signs. last night made a lot of things clear though. you are not the kind of person i want to call my friend. just so you know, it’s the hardest thing in the world letting go of someone you cared about so much. but i have to be done with you. i am done with you. don’t try talk to me, don’t try being my friend, just leave me alone and forget i exist.
3. i guess i just don’t know? you literally played the shit out of me. i didn’t even like you, but you were consistent and seemed to be putting in effort to try to have some kind of relationship with me. you talked to me a lot, you said cute things..i thought you were different. but little did i know that while you were doing this to me, you were also doing it with who knows how many other girls. i can’t even fathom why you would think that was a good idea. it’s cool though.. youre a penis. stop saying hi to me like we’re cool when we see each other.
4. you are amazing. you really are the nicest guy i have ever met in my life. everything about you is so interesting. youre different than any other person i know. i’m so glad we became friends this year and maybe someday something more will grow from this. if not, just know that whoever you end up with is the luckiest girl on the planet. you’re going to treat her like gold and i wish all guys were like you.
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